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2001-10-08T17:32:00.000-04:00

silly sackin i would never forget aboutyou. im a sorry ass at updating, but i am doing my best. i can not wait to see you this wekend, call us, we need to make defite plans also i will have my phone with me, remember i can not etrieve messages for some reason. so thats quite a pity party you have thrown for yourself, it sort of hurts my feeligs, i am so busy with school, i am not keeping in touch with anyone, it doesnt make me a different person, so please understand that i am just as much your friend as i was before, its difficult to keep in close contact right now, personally i don't know how you and ryan get on the computer all the time, i rarely find time for myself to do so. sorry if i seems differently. on another note, i am siked to see boston, i only have been there once and it was a long time ago. late for now. hers loves hers always.

2001-10-04T09:48:00.000-04:00

Soooo its starting to look good.. not only is Maybe britt, tal, and catay coming on that weekend... so is MOLRIP!!! its going to be a ECU reunion.. a little squishy but we will make it.. i dont mind sleeping on the floor as long as my girls are there!! WOoo!!! im pretty stoked.. its going to be a mad crazy thing.. im going to put together some possible stuff to do so that we just dont sitting around and you acutally get to see the great city of boston... EEK !! eeK!! im soo excited.. ..gg now will write more lata!!!! ::kissy::

2001-10-01T22:10:00.000-04:00

hello hello and welcome back.. i hope to see more of you or at least read more of you. Britt and I planned to do this blog together to keep our friendship tight. i dont think it happened the way it was planned. i didnt hear from her most of the summer which is both our faults cause we were werking so much. but then it was really great to see her and all my girlies and boyz when i went down. i got a little "emotional" and still am.. i put tons of pics up of the crew all over my walls so that i never spot thinking of you all. i just sometimes wonder if you have forgotten about me? maybe you all have. which would be okay and not the first time but i really though when i left nc in june that we would stay tight that you all were different. the only people i hear from is molly, ryan, evan and amananda occassionally. its sad. but i guess life goes on.. i do want to thank Ryan personally for being there.. he is the one i have been friends with the shortest but never fails on calling or listening to me babble. THANKS RYMEO... hope to hear from the rest of you soon...:( love always sackin,,

2001-09-27T12:20:00.000-04:00

oh godamn it i just finished writing like 3 paragraphs on this shit, and i deleted them. i dont feel like saying eveything again, what a crock o shits. well ill sum it up real quick. sorry for being so shitty at this weblog, im here, here for good. i wrote my name and password on my desk where my laptop is so i cant very well forget it. i am starting lacrosse tomorrow i am soooo excitied i have not pkayed in like 5 years i miss it sooooo much! i have a funny story to share as well. yesterday was melissas bday, whe went downtown and got beligerent. well i picked her drunk ass up at 2 along with lou (one of her many boys) and his roomate. i brought them all back to our house. well i guess sometime during the night mel went to go puke and for some unknown reason she then proceeded to crawl back into bed, however not hers, she in a drunken stupor came into my room and climbed into my bed, so i wake up at 8 am to find melissa hugging my ass, i was like what the fuck. i woke up because itwas all hot on my back so i looked over my shoulder and sure enough she was all cuddled up with my teddy bear and my butt. hmmmm. it was so hysterical when she woke up all confused. anyways, i think we are going up to RI for fall break maybe a rendevous would possible. you see erike and whoever may b reading this, thereason i neve really stuck with this blog before is because wheever i wrote no one would respond, maybe if this social circle expanded and liked brittany a littlemore we can get this thing going !!! HERS LOVES HERS, and hims.

2001-09-25T11:59:00.000-04:00

I had this funny story to tell ther other day but of course i couldnt get the internet to work oh well..i guess ill tell it now. The last week mike decided it would be fun to talk to me while im sleeping to see what i'll say so he started waking me up in the middle of the night to ask me questions. Well he thought he was waking me up. He started asking things like, "baby what are you dreaming about?" and i would answer what i was dreaming about. The first night was buildings. and he asked what kind of buildings; tall, short? and i told him medium sized buildings. Well the week went on and he kept "waking me up" to tell me things or ask me questions. and one night he "woke me up" to tell me he was having nightmares. And i "supossively" said to him, " I dont fucking care!" and rolled over. thats sumtin i wouldnt say.. so the moral of the story is DONT TALK TO ME WHEN IM SLEEPING.. cause i might say things i dont mean or are just plain old crazy.... anyways.. im tired of writing on this board and getting very little response.. so if brit and the girls wants to join it then this is their last chance cause i think im bored! :( love hers

2001-09-16T23:17:00.000-04:00

LA SHANNA TOVAH!! i think that means happy new year in hebrew!! well if it doesnt then i tried so pretend it means that aight? Homework will be the death of me... LATE to that.

2001-09-10T12:53:00.000-04:00

Hi there! ERika here! in between classes on my VERY first day of schooool. its soo exciting i know.. i had to do my first day ritual which includes buying some new clothes to wear and making myslef a awesome well balanced meal with plenty of protein, CAUSE YOU ALL KNow KIDS Protein is BRAIN fuel!! wooohoo anyways what else is new in my life.. nothing really.. i need to get involved with some extra circl. so that i can meet some peeps.. mike always at werk or schoool so im kinda lonely.. my roommates are cool... each are very different in soo many ways. but i think i need to meet some peeps on my own. i dunno.. where is everyone.. tell brit, tal, and ca-tay to call me i tried calling them but they dont have an answering machine.. hers misses hers.. okay im STAAARVING!! going to UNO so see my boy and eat some grub bye..late broos and hoooes

2001-09-05T15:28:00.000-04:00

This will be quick kwik quikk!! I dont have much time to post cauz im at school and I have to go to this transfer orn. shit in a min but i wanted to say Howdy.. HOWDY!!!!!!!! btw.. im think we got a telephone hookup today... and next week we are gonna werk on the cable modem Yipppiie!!!! i cant stand not signing on AIM before i go to bed.. its like my nightcap... i have been having bad dreams cause of the lack of it... WELL NOT REALLY but i wouldnt be surprised... I MISS YOU all soo much.. boston is great.. and we will all have a great time when you come up.. If you come up? YOU BETTER COME UP!!!!!! aight bros and hers.. late to you and Community serves meeting here i come.. write me.. love!

2001-09-03T10:51:00.000-04:00

Heeeeellllllllloooo?!?!?! is anyone out there. ERika and mikeriscica here..in Boston!!!! woohoooo!! anyways i hope everyone is doing good.. email me and tell me whats going on. anyways. i met and moved in with all my roomies on sat. Our apartments is great. my room is looking HOT. and its almost totally decorated in accordance to FEn SHui.. by the way, FEN SHUI is my new obsessive compulsive form of entertainment. its an anceint chinese decorating technique to make the flow of CHI optimal in you home. ITs "supposed" to enhance mylife.. im hoping it willbut even if not it probably will enhance my organization. grrrr!! anyways what else... my roommates are really nice. i think we all going to along really well. we started off the first night giving a toasted to our year together over a bottle of wine one of our roommates mother gave to us and then taking anice stroll in the middle of the night. i dunno it sounds really cheezy but it was a nice way to kick things off. well i have tons more to tel you but i gg now. ill try to post late but i dont have a telephone yet... PLEASE PLEASE EMAIL Me kids i need to know you are there... RYAN you better call me boy cause im having withdrawls from not talking to you in sooo long.. LATE KIDZ

2001-08-30T00:48:00.000-04:00

Leaving for beantown on friday and still have tons to pack.. hes my log of tonights accomplishments*..

packing log...

9:20-- "been packing for an hour" yeah right.. i spend 10 mins actually packing.. 20 mins trying on clothes i lost in the dark dephts of my closets and 30 mins dancing around in my "new" leapord skirt to density's child and get up kids.. then another 10 mins chatting with willo online and ten min of blogging. Now i GUESS its time to actually do some more packing.. LATe

10:40- as i look at my watch and decipher the time using the little notches and hands i reminse of how i taught ryan how to tell time over the nc trip. it was an exciting day for him. anyways.. im still dont wanna do this but at least now i have some order for my clothes.. the clothes i want in catorgies go in certain garbage bags. i know what yer saying WHAT AN AMAZING ORGANIZATION TACTIC and ohh it is. hehe anyways i made it through the skirts (all 1000 of them ) but still havent touched my t-shirts im SCARED!! cause i have so many and i dont want to leave anybehind cause they will feel betrayed and i dont want them to think i dont love them all equally. oh well I HOPE all this shit fits in the trunk and MOST importantly my room!! eek.im dreading the packing of my computer.. i hate doing that to it.. it doesnt like being in a box and nor do i blame it.. i wouldnt wanna be in a box either. anyways now evan is distracting me by telling me how HOT my hair looks,, oh PLEASE go on evan.. haha JK!

12:35- evan distracted me for a while on a moral delimea.. i think we resolved things.. well i hope we did.. anyways.. i guess im goingback to packing ... haha im soo not even close to done yet.. S**t until then im going to wait for my new and favorite distraction to get out of werk... micheal riscica where are you...... aight yo's signing off for the packing log.. capt. snot

* accomplishments might not actually be actual.

2001-08-11T10:28:00.000-04:00

5 more dayz until NC... IM f#*king stoked out of my mind.. its looks like a great way to end a pretty lame summer.. i already started packed.. or i tried and i realized i dont have any clothes to wear for now or for the start of school. SO TO H&M i go.... (if ya dont know what h&m is let me explain.. its a european store will all the latest shit there for dirt cheap.. really good wools and shit for like 20 bux.. not bad.. if anyone else actually come up to visit little old me ill take ya there) not like we ever have money right HAHAHA.. not even funny..i cleaned my room last night..i know thats stupid to put on the board but to clean my room at home it is a MIRACLE.. im very proud... im starving as usual....::grumbling tummy:: what else.. i realized last night that i NEVER WATCH TV Anymore.. NEVER EVER... which is good and bad.. its good cause i wanted to give up tv anyways this summer and replace the time i spend on it with reading.. the bad thing is i didnt actually read anything yet cept for artbbook at borders.. and the REST OF my time was OBVIOUSLY SPENT ON THE COMPUTER!!!! H,MMmm ibut i really want to start reading so give me some suggestions.. nooo 1984 I HATE THAT BOOK!.. anything else will be fine... bye bye kidddos

2001-08-05T11:50:00.000-04:00

i dunno what happened. i have sumtin i wrote about my dog and me showering together and i can see it on blogger but you all cant.. maybe itll show up late. I GOT THE HOOOOOK UP!!!!! Owww OWWw OWWw!! (whatever that means boyz)

2001-08-03T18:40:00.000-04:00

my mom left today and told me to do two things.. 1)clean my room.. which is a near miracle if i do it. and 2) wash the dog... beacause cleaning my own room is like kriptonite to super man i decided i should at least wash the dog... so j'taime (that means i love you in french.. which is funny cause i hate her) is a real pest.. she knew it was coming to wash her when i went to pick her up cause i NEVER pick her up.. she looked at panic at me.. but there was no hope for her she was gonna get a little washing...but instead of washing her in the bathtub like we usually do i decided to throw her into the shower cause she makes a messs when she shakes and makes the whole bathroom reak of wet dog.. so i stripped down to my underwear and jumped into the shower with her.. i forgot to grab her shampoo so i LENT her some of my herbal essence.. she should have been very thankful to me but she wasnt.. she kept giving me dirty looks.. a made her a good lather so we could "Design" her hair.. but i dont think she enjoyed that either.. WHAT AN UNGREATFUL DOG... anyways.. i finally let her out and i tried to dry her with my hair dryer but she just kept running away so that was it..

MORAL OF THE STORY: im soo glad that the only "sibling" i have isnt even in the same species as me.. cause i SURE dont like that dog!!!

2001-08-03T00:20:00.000-04:00

ONE WEEK... ONLY ONE WEEK UNTIL THE END OF SUMMER SCHOOL.. i am more then ready to end this crazy hour schedule and get some real relaxing in.. even if i do have to werk a litle itll still be better to sleep late.. what else.. i purchased tixs for NC.. woot! we ( MIKE RISCICA AND I) will be coming into raliegh on thurs the 16th... no need to greet us with flowers just maybe a marching band :) well i hope everyone is getting ready to go back to school and have a blast of a first week.. even though im not actually going to be going there for school im glad im there the first week you all get back to business. oh BTW... Can we crash at peoples houses? i think its alright and that we established this before i even left nc but i jsut wanted to make sure. Couches are fine.. even floors. just wanted to check aight? i miss tal and brit and LAH and molrip and ca tay chickapa and Amandahugandkiss and all my boyz.. but ya know who i miss the most.. MAGDOG.. NOT!! she stinks.. ha. okay ive lsot my mind tooo tired.. maybe ill post when im saner tommorrow .. late

2001-07-27T10:58:00.000-04:00

Its been a while since i posted.. and i have no excuse other than i werk alot and when i get home all i really want to do is talk to my boy and my friends cause thats all the social interaction i get these days (this is exculding perfect strangers i help day to day). Its sad but speaking so mike even for 15 mins before i go to bed.. and ryans "sleepy" day stories or evans whatevo is very important to my life right now.. it hold me back from crying for reall.. but as mike knows i cry anywyas sometimes from the loneliness.. i wonder if brittneys summer is anything like mike.. i bet shes still out to like 4 getting 4 hours of sleep until she has to go to werk. whoo know its hard for me to find her... CALL ME BRITT on SUNDAYS im around!! anywyas.. what else.. im putting in extra hours to get some extra cash to go to NC with.. i stil havent had the long talk with my mom about it but i think im gonna do that today cause she will be in a good mood cause she gets to use my 25% off discount .. YO boyZ.. im starting to save up my coupons for you and mike.. Ive been sliping them into my pocket so that you can get some stuff cheap cause i dont think ill have my discount still when i go to NC. start making yer lists... what else.. hmm i bought some stuff from AE the other day and they gave me the catalog and i was flipping through it and i found some interesting reviews on everything from movies to books.. They told the truth about WEzzers new album (its a DISSaPOINTMENT!) and they also had a little interview with the photo director, ED Lachman of movies like Virgin suidices.. and he mentioned a new movie coming out on Skateboarding next year.. its called.. KEN PARK... its takes place in CA and is about the families of skateboarders.. it shoudl be REAL good since the director of KIDS// LARRY CLark is is co-directing it... SUMTIN TO keep our eye peeled for..one more thing.. didya ever check out the band SUM 41 i heard it some time back on Naspter but it didnt thrill me.. kinda a blink 182 drag.. but a kid at work recommded it highly and made me a copy and it sounds soo different on CD.. its PHAT BOYZ check it out.. the CD is called. ALL KILLER NO FILLER.. soo umm thats it fer now.. sooo CHECK YA LATE!

2001-07-22T01:19:00.000-04:00

so i think this lil blogspot will pick up in the school year. erika i am sorry to hear of your luck. hope things get better. as for your mom, i am curious who she means and how. i want you to cme back to nc! hers misses hers.
so i have been working practically 7 days a week, a great deal of 12-close shifts, thats long especially when they are in a row.
i have not been up to much more than that. i went home ast weekend for a cousins bday party. me and 2 of my cousins have bdays all near each other, so we celebrate them all at one. well guess who shows up...mr john shea himself. i had not seen him in about 3 months. crazy. it was cool though, we hung out for a while. we are slowly becomming friends, i am excited about that, he was one of my best friends definitely. well i just thought i would share that tidbit of events in the life o brittany wit you guys or ummmmm...erika. i honestly will get better at this when i am not gone all the time, and i have an easily accessible (cant spell)
computer.
i miss all of you sooooo much, once again i may just be talking to erika, but either way hers misses all, erika you better come visit right away!!!! i mean it, pleas!!! well i am falling asleep now. lates bras.

2001-07-19T00:00:00.000-04:00

EXCUSEs EXCUSEs.. that all i have for not posting in a while.. not that im sure anyone is actually reading other than me, britt and ryan.. anyways.. i have a bunch of excuses to try out.. you can pick the ones you like best.. 1) My (middle) finger is infected with the beganing stages of gangreen so its too puffy with goo and puss to type correctly.. eeww.. 2) my dog chew up my blogger.. 3) uhh the air conditioning broke in my house and i over heated and short circuited my brain.. 4) RYAN MADE ME DO IT!!!!!! 5) i was waiting to see if Brittney would show her trifling ass around these parts.. I dunnoo you pick one. or add you own....
MOMENT of the day: I helped BATMAN at linens n things!! FER REEEL!! IT WAS BATMAN.... IT SAID SO ON HIS CREDIT CARD... but didja know his first name is actually Hemmut.. yep... HEMMUT BATMAN.. i think they should correct the song.. it should go... "Naa nanana.. HEMMUT BATMAN!!"

2001-07-10T23:52:00.000-04:00

IM NOT THE FREAKING BLUE MILK BANDIT.. AND STOP POINTING THE FINGER AT ME..The shit hit the fan tonight.. i came home after a long day of werk (had to stay 45 mins longer than usual) to what i thought would just be some drawing hw from class and a little chat with mike and then to bed to do it all tommorrow.. but i didnt get that at all. i got calling into my parents room to have a "talk". Bad news came and they wanted to let me hear it sitting down...the apartment contract is all screwed up cause the other roommate are from TX and FLA which are supposively the only states that will not guaruntee payment if there are cosigners. (VERY CONFUSING!!) so instead my parents would have to Cosign the WHOLE APARTMENTS and therefore make payments every month.. the problem is they are very liable for getting screwwed and footing more then they should say if one person moved out suddenly or just stopped paying.. so they are trying to werk sumtin out with an escro account or sumtn but i dunno anymore.. is just more things that make my heart ache and worry some more.. why is it soo hard for anything to werk out for me? is it my misluck? or fate not to be in boston? it makes my sick inside trying to figure out what to do.. i am a complete tear soaked red eyed kidd now that cant handle another bad thing happening to her...but the apartment wasnt what got me upset directly.. its the fact of how my mom meantioned "i hope to like bergan " ((the community college im taking classes out right now)) "cause im not sending you back to NC to be with those awful and disrespectful friend of yours." i DONT F**KINg understand where she get this shit sometimes... shes has really never met any of my NC friends 'cept for Evan ( and he was almost as good as an angel) she saw some pics from a hardcore show where everyone was moshing or whatever.. and then AUTOMATICLY twist things and thinks all my friend are skinheads.. she doesnt even know what a skin head is.. she thinks they are all NAZI racist hicks.. her mind is soo demented and it makes it soo hard to be at home... i love my mother i do.. but she tears me up inside.. she never can just leave anything alone .. and she doesnt like who i am or sometimes wont even recognize it.. it hard to have to live with the fact that you can be YOURSELF with your own mother because of the fact of how she is always judging you poorly.. im sorry to put this all on you.. and specially mike who listens to my gasp tears on the phone.. its soo hard to talk about it outloud... and this has been a little theraputic...unfortunately it only is the tip of the iceburg. i wish there was real help in all of this.. the only answer i know is leave... too bad i know its not the best one..

2001-07-09T00:11:00.000-04:00

so i hear that erika was the blue milk bandit, hehe, is this accusation true? slick if it is. i know i have been extremely slack, i have had like 37 billion things to do lately. i work full time as a cook at Mad Hatters, the coolest place in the world. i am sorry i am not into all the emo stuff as much as you guys, ....what is an EMO MOON? just wondering. so how is everybody's summers going? i hope well. i love it here, howeer i wish some of my peeps would come visit. yoohooo to evan, what have you been up to? i miss his'. hello ryan, it seems as though you are the only consistent responder, thank you very much. erika did you gett my message? hmmmm. scandalous. I no longer work at the beach stand, i was mutually fired on the day i was planning to quit, perfect. so did anyone have any orientation parties, if so how did they go. will evan ryan clay, etc whoever reads this thank you, and help us make it more interesting. we still have some work to do on photos, and such, but whatev. so back to gville in 4 weeks, erika, you better come down and stay with me for a few days. party at #10 in the beech street townhouses prior to first week of school! well lates bras and his' and hers'. love love

2001-07-08T19:53:00.000-04:00

IN LOCAL NEWS: nothing really funny or amazing or terrible has been going on here.. I GO to SCHOOL I GO TO WERK I COME HOME AND GO TO SLEEP.. and thats most of my f*king exciting life.. but friday i went to the beach with my aunt and lil' cousins.. they are soo funny and are the perfect age.. cute and cuddly but can play by themselves and still go to bed early... I really enjoyed it other than the fact we went to the closest beach which is sandy hook.. and if you know nj beachs that one is pretty dirty.. when we got there a garbage truck trying to scrap up some of the trash, kept passing us where we were sitting. it REALLY made the moment. oh well but on the way home from this day at the beach i saw the best EMO MOON... no kidding.. the clouds were low and framed the high and bright moon on a cobalt blue sky.. if you could have seen it... it was AMAZing.. okay thats all i really have to tell right now..except for.. did any of the guys call my house really late on FRIDAY night and say it was Mike.. cause someone did.. i have no clue who it could be... if you know can ya tell me cause its really been bothering me that i cant figure it out.. bye hers and his' love hers

2001-07-01T22:07:00.000-04:00

I believe tommorrow is the beganning of the end... SUMMER SCHOOL STARTS at 8:10 sharp.. which means i need to wake up at the crack of dawn to be showered, dressed, organized, and coffeed up. And its not like after classes get out i can go home and nap or do homewerk.. NO! its straight to werk to do a 8hr shift so i can werk 40 hrs and be a full time employee to make a little more money... I do have free days( sundays and fridays) but who knows how much homewerk i will have or how EXAUSTED ill be... and my one simple joy being here in NJ, my dear love mikeriscica, will soon be moving out to Boston early.. So i only will have hw and phone calls from friends and loved ones to look forward too (** nugg nugg wink wink**) so if ya love me (even in a faternal way) write me an email or a few in the next month so that i can smile at least one time in my werk slaved life... i would really appreciate it..

NEW THING!!!! quote of the day: " Waka waka waka" --- fozzy the bear and Natty G from NJ

2001-07-01T11:58:00.000-04:00

howdy boys and grrrrls. its brittany blogging from the beach. sounds my my lil lady erika had a good time with mr. mikerisica at the beach. spelling may be off.
okay everyone, if there is an everyone, i know this sounds silly, but anyone who reads this, On thrusday night, my big birthday suprise was a phone call telling me one of my very best friends, nate (the guy in the airforce thats newspaper picture was on my fridge) he drowned. I would appreciate a lil moment of silence perhaps. consequently i didn't have such a great birthday, but i will survive,. its really fucking hard though. it all just seems so fake. its really strange ya know, to realize someone so important to you, will never be there again. im a spiritual person in some degrees, so maybe i will feel almost closer to him then when he was in alaska. the thing i really cant take is not being able to go to his funeral, i need closure. the last time i talked to him we didnt even get to say bye. i cant go because its either in alaska (where it happened) or minnesota. both of which i cant get to. sorry for the damper on this blog.

well thats enough for now

2001-06-30T13:09:00.000-04:00

HAPPYYY B-DAY Tooooo YOUUuuu!! HApppy B-DAY Tooooo YOUU!!! HAPPYYyy Birthdayyyy BRITTNEY!!!!!! Happy birthday TOoooooo YOUuuuuu!! Okay ya want yer birthday spankings now?!?! I wont be doing it but i think i can find ones of the g-ville boyz to do it hehe!! AND ALSO CONGRATS on FINALLY figuring how to werk this.... as evan and ryan say ," w00t!" ha
Anyways.. i just got back from the beach.. i had a lovely week in the sun with my boy... I got dark for even me.. i have the tan lines to prove it.. anyone who wants to see has to make an appointment with my secretary(( scandalous))... well always mike and i didnt do much cept for eat sleep and sun. but in our free time on the beach be created the GREATEST EARTHWERKS EXHIBITE ever.. haha.. we found a huge pile of rocks near a dune.. and we just started balancing them... it first started off tiny with small smooth stones and pebbles but our OCD kicked in and we created like 50 or so stacks ranging in size... we werked on it every day for a few hours until the day we left..i was sad to have to leave it there to be destoried but some of the locals on the beach said that they loved it soo much they were going to look out for it so our exhibit could last the rest of the summer.. I took a whole roll of pics of them so someday with ryans help ::nugg nugg wink wink:: i maybe can get them up here for everyone to see.. i guess everyone is werking hard or hardley werking cause i havent heard from anyyyyyone!!! GRRRRRrrrRrr... BTW i think i finally got an apartment... with and english major.. an art student... and a film majors.... CAN YOU FEEL THE ART TONIGHT ill post later but only if someone post some stuff on me message board... THROW ME A BONE PEOPLES...hehe love ya ::OxoxoOXOx::

2001-06-27T09:54:00.000-04:00

okay! im finally able to post.....yeah! so i went to g ville to buy some furniture with mel for club 37 (10 beech street). when i got there i went to the 505 and the 401, at first not finding anyone, then eventually finding clay and kevtrev. we all went to basils for some yumyum 505 off dinner, it was fun. only then later in the evening, triflin ass clay tell me he is coming over to see my apartment, then we would plan to possibly go to peasants, well guess who never showed up.....its okay clay. to my dismay evan was nowhere to be found, in pa for a little while. Erika, i am so jealoue you got to hang with all those kids, i want to see them so bad! oh and tankyou for re inviting me, we were having some dilemas on the computer thing. So erika, hers misses hers, i hung out with lahrahdiggah the other day, we missed all the hers'.
So i spent the past week on nags head with the family. i hung out with my cousind polish opar a lot. we went to a bar called port o'call, it was fun. i met this real cool guys named forrest.his sisters name is jenny....isnt that perfect.
so like my birthday is in 2 days.....yeah. my friends here in oc are gonna throw a little suare. one of those ones where in each room there are different shots and drinks being made, and you travel around drinkin them. im not a big liquer fan by any means so this will be interesting.
so i miss everyone and i will definitely post better next time. its kind of early in the morining, i couldnt sleep any more. love love i heart all you guys!

2001-06-22T00:22:00.000-04:00

Okay IM finally posting cause I have some stuff to say finally and a little time to type it up.. (and as ryan says i NEVER post.. even though the last time HE posted was last SUNDAY! oh well) I had a WONDERFUL day today.. it wasnt the nicest weather wise..a little cloudy, very humid, and some rain.. but among the company of friends it didnt really bother me.. Today i got to spend some quality time with Carlucch, Evan, and Ryan... It was very much needed.... as soon as i saw evan it was jsut like old times... I brought him a little Harry Potter frame with a group shot in it on the steps of the 505 pad, for his new room at the 401 house... I dunno i really didnt have to BUY him anything.. but i think its important to let the people you care about know you think about them even when they arent around... right evie? I didnt get Chris or Ryan anything... but i did give him a nice three finger welt on his arm! to ry-- TELL YOUR MOM IM SORRY,,, YOU DID IT TO ME TOO.. YOU JUST HAVE THIN SKIN....I gave Evan a circle tattoo with hair dye.. it was his and my first.. but now that I have "experience" im in business for anyone who wants one.. haha.. The chill but fun day ended with a lonely drive home after i really hard goodbye (no tears.. but i really didnt want to go AT ALL!!) but what put me at peace and put a smile on my face was some good hugs and the drive home beganing with me flying threw million lightning bugs.. i felt like i was flying threw a small galaxy of stars.. it was BEAUTIFUL.... i wish i coudl capture those amazing moments on video you everyone could experience it... too bad... WELL im gg to bed.. werking early in the morn.. I miss everyone dearly so i send some stuff with evan for the boyz.. and Clays super super late b-day present is coming.. i finally found sumtin suitable.. im really anal about picking out good gifts.... WHERE is Christian?!? i havent heard a peep from him.. and dont for get to POST sumtin GODDAMMIT... i know you alll are reading... throw me a bone for godsakes... night night babies!!

2001-06-17T22:11:00.000-04:00

Soo much to say soo little time... well lets start with thurs... last thurs my parents left for chicago for the weekend.. as their plane took off at around 8:37... i was running out of werk to my house where the party was about to began... this was my first party since junior year (when some dumb smuck stole a bottle of samboca from my parents stash and then after he finished it attempted to throw it into the woods behind my house.. well he miss judged the distance by over 100feet so it landed right in the middle of my backyard and landed me into some big trouble for many years..) well anyway this one didnt end up like that one.. i planned it perfectly.. a nice mixed group of chill kids i went to hs with plus a few of there new school buds.. i set the mood with low lights and floating candles in bowls.. it was really phat if i can say so myself.. and the THEME of the party was DESSERT AND DRINKINg... I even went all out and bought a watermelon for the occasion... ((BTW if you ever wanna buy a watermelon this is the warning.. THEY ARENT CHEAP... around $15 doollars!! EEEK! i found out the hard way haha!))_anyways.... i had a good time drank a few made a few long distance calls... nugg nugg wink wink. but i wished all my G-vegas peeps could have been there.. dont worry when i come down ill make a party at yer houses.. a BLOCK PARTY!!! ohhh okay and the rest of the weekend was WERKINg and wERking... i KNOW I have other stuff to tell you .. but i just cant remember it right now.. make i should want around with a little note book or maybe the palm i got for xmass like 100000 years ago... NAAAHH.. i would have to learn a foreign language to do that.. and i barely passed spanish in HS!!! later brothers and sistas..

2001-06-13T18:15:00.000-04:00

helloo hellooooooo?!?!?! where is everyone?? i havent heard from anyone in a while and it gets me a little worried... especially with ryan not being online at 4:00 in the morn... that freaks me out... anyways... im in ct at mikes and bored... hes not back from werk... and there is nothing for me to do other then play with TIMMY-the-best-cat-in-the-world... too bad he is sleeping. so i figured it should write on here and shit.. yoo first let me tell you about the movie REQUIEM of a DREAM... a phat movie if you like movies on herion addicts like i do.. anyways the way they shot it was pretty phat.. if you havent seen it yet is definately worth renting from good ole Video UPdate.. ohh goodie goodie gum dropz mikes back im outie QUATRO!!

2001-06-12T01:03:00.000-04:00

ALright today was truely an emotional day... i went werk like usual and came home to a surprise... a big one.. my mom got me an apartment... big one bedroom very nice area, with alot of ultilities included.. heres the catch its costs $1800 a month.. at first i was really excited and then i started thinking about it... how much money that really is.. and even if split the apartment with another person its still going to be $900 to have half a room and no privacy.. i freaked.. and obsessed over it somemore.. cause thats much more then my dad expected to pay and that means the money has to come from somewhere .. and that would it would probably come from my spending money for (clothes food etc) sooo to make a long story short (my stories are never short.. neither are christians' hehe) Alot of money for a big apartment and a little bed, no privacy, lots of pressure to do EXTREMELY well in school. and alot of other bull crap.. so the verdit is im trying to get my mom to cancel the deposit check.. I know im crazy... but I THINK spending that much on a place to sleep and study its RIDICULOUS.. i dont wanna be a spoiled brat.. i just want a big bed and cable modem hehe...tell me what you think? okay SNOT PRINCESS SIGNING OFF....

2001-06-11T08:25:00.000-04:00

Okay I know i havent written ANYTHING in such a long time.. but i have been werking alot.. i know CRAPPY excuse..so i have a backup excuse.... i was tired of writing bymyself.. the whole point of this venture was for me and brittney to do it together.. a way to definately keep in touch..well it didnt exactly werk like that... i havent really hear from her in weeks.. i got worried about her cause shes my hers so i called her last night.. (AND everyone know how i am soo addicted to LONG DISTANCE calls.. it gives me such a thrill.. hehe) anyways it was great to speak with her we cleared up alot of stuff... and HOPEFULLY very very very very soon she will start writting on this board on her own.. (NOT THAT ANYONE ACTUALLY IS READING IT!!!)) well if you are leave a message on the board p-p-p-please!!! okay dokey i REALLY should be getting ready for werk BLAAAHHH!! it's just so hard to say goodbye...

2001-06-05T17:31:00.000-04:00

why doesnt this werk!!

2001-06-01T00:49:00.000-04:00

well i am definately one smart cookie.. i wrote this whole post and thought i published it and everything but i dunno i guess i didnt soo i guess it gone for good.. so as a .. btw.. RYAN SUCKS!! hes a online harraser! He got my heart rate going at an irregular pace... NEVER EVER TALK TO HIM!!! and to evan NEVER call ryan back.. it will only bring you pain!! GIRLS do not ever approach this lad.. he is bad news.. eat shit and die ryan!!! that is alll...

2001-05-31T21:40:00.000-04:00

It's all the really small things that make me soo happy... Yeah i knew this for a long time but today just rekindled that feeling for me... Today on my day off I had doctors appointments and errands that made me run around town like a looney. One of the errands took me too Target to pick up a perscription.. while i waited for t the people to fill the RX i went shopping of course ( ya know with the money i dont have yet) I walked around saw stuff i JUST HAD TO HAVE and by they time i checked out i had 3 things in my basket..: (1 )An ink cartiage (not cause i need to print reports or anything, just so i can print pictures and text to send all my lovely friends fun mail) (2) venus razor blades ( I have other razors but this one makes me feel sooo wonderful after i shave.. i dunno if its the sleakness of the razor itself or how it haves but GOD it makes me soo happy to have to shave my legs even at $7 for 4 blades!!), AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST( 3) soft lips sparkle mint lipgloss. AKA MAKE OUT lipgloss.. if ya dont know what im talking about buy some and you will understand.. TO DIE FOR hehe!! anyways... THE MORAL OF THE STORY : just take a moment to stop and "smell the roses" or "feel the lipgloss" or whatevo ; )

2001-05-27T12:32:00.000-04:00

"you can tune a piano, BUT YOU CANT TUNE A FISH"
-mikeriscica

2001-05-23T05:26:00.000-04:00

today i woke up once again for my 4:30 bathroom run.. and in my sleepy daze check my email really quickly... to my suprise i got an email from my boyfriend which intrigued me enough to sit down and read it... it actually was a forward from an email my best girlfriend had written him.. SARAHFLYNN was send away 3 weeks and two days ago to live in OREGON at a "program". Before she left i said something mean to her out of anger and didnt talk to her when she called.. in my anger i missed finding out that she was leaving and when she was leaving and therefore didnt get to say goodbye at the time and maybe forever... today was my second chance to tell her how much she means to me and how im always thinking about her... she might be across the country and i might never get to see her again but she still deserves to know... THE MORAL OF THE STORY: watch what you say and do in anger because not always do you get a second chance to say what you REALLY MEAN! I hope this helps you in your life somehow...

2001-05-21T06:09:00.000-04:00

GOOD MORNING EVERYONE!! ha.. its like way too early right now for any average youth to be up.. but i have beat the odds.. I AM UP cause i had this weird dream about an indian reservation ( ask me about it later.. im too tired to go into it all now) and i wanted my body to forget about it before i went to bed.. too bad that was like a few hours earlier... anyways.. i JUST finished (i think) editing this page... i know i know, it shouldnt have taken me this long to like change the font and colors.. but PLEASE give me some understanding.. this is me we are talking about.. im a little bit slow.. it took alot of trial and error to get even this far because i know NOTHING REALLY about javascript nor HTML for that matter.. SORRY BOYZ.. okay well i think i hear my dad getting ready for werk so that means i REALLY Should be going to bed soon before i have to get up again for another loooooong and stressing day of LOOkING FOR A JOB... F#%K money... goddammit!! well goodnight?

2001-05-17T17:18:00.000-04:00

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